Umm

Ughh.. I haven't been the best lately. Grades are coming out and I know that i have A's and B's. But I think its mostly B's and i only get paid for A's. I really want the money that way i can go to the allnighter at my church. I've also been babysitting. So that will help out a lot!

I'm really tired too. I've been at school and then went to my friend Danielle's house, and we went shopping, because she needed a dress for a dance that shes going too.

I'm also really excited for many things. I finally get to receive my chair that I won at a horse show four months ago. I absolutely cant wait! I'm also really excited for church on Saturday, but I'm always excited for church. Who can blame me, it makes me feel such at home, but with friends and people that i can trust and it gives me a chance to help people out too.

I'm a little sad too. Our teacher, Senorita Adriana left us today to be stuck with our other creepy old man teacher. When Jordan and I went to give her a hug good bye, she started to cry. It was really sad. I'm also a little sad for some other reasons, but I'm not going to type it on here. But, if you really want to know, then ask me. I will most likely let you know.

And its really hard to gain someones trust whether it's your best friend, good guy friend or even Mom and Dad. And there are things in life that I really want to commit to myself, but its hard when people say, "don't get your hopes too high" or "it wont turn out right". I absolutely hate it when people are negative. Its not what anybody needs.

Well, for those of you people who actually read this, I hope your life is going much better.

Peace,
Amy